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The noises captured her attention when she walked in the door, the moans, the screams, the words she worked out in her brain “Help” She ran upstairs to find her daughter with an open bottle of pills, and her daughter, slowly dying, almost on the ground, choking and aching. She screamed and ran to grab her daughter to hold her, but her daughter had already hit the ground. She wondered why she had done it, and what she did to deserve it, but nobody ever knew,She wanted to kill herself without anybody stopping her, and she did while her mom was at home, a 15 year old girl, named Amanda, had left her days old and dead, she didnt care what her parents thought or her friends, she only cared for dying in a slow pain. The hour after the mom had discovered her daughter had comitted suicide , the police, ambulance and action news came to take a look , her daughter seemed to leave a note, they opened it and let her mother read it before anybody else, they decided they would let her know why, the note read, ” Mom, dad, I love you, this isnt your fault, and i did it for my own reasons, dont blame yourselves or anybody else, i did it for the sake of me, and my problems, i love you, and im sorry.” Her mother broke down in tears, and fell to the floor next to the empty bottle of pills, she picked it up and threw it at the wall in anger. she yelled like nobody could hear her “WHY?” her father had just walked in from a job vacation, he ran upstairs to see what was going on with his wife, and or daughter, He ran up the stairs quickly , and foun dhis wife lying on the ground and the police man trying to calm her down and help her up, but she refused, and cried more and more, she looked up to see her husband, jaw dropped and hands clunched in a ball, like he was going to hit something, they had already hauled Amanda off into the ambulance, he didnt know what was going on, but suspected the empty bottle of pills were a sign of something horrible and tragic, he lay with his wife, trying to calm her down and asking the matter, but she was too upset to talk, the police pulled him out of the room while paramedics helped the wife, they told the father what happened and he stood there for a minute before he broke down in tears like his wife, then a moment later, his son walked in the door from a sleep over at his friends house, he started asking questions like crazy, and then when the dad mumbled something under his breath the son heard it, “Your sister comitted suicide” He said, The son ran to hug him but then he caught in a glimpse of an eye his mom, suited on the floor waiting for someone to tell her it was a dream, but it sadly wasnt, he hugged his father, and ran to his mother in tears, and he hugged her and layed with her until they both calmed, and were ready to get up.
The next week they had a ceremony for her, they burried a grave, put nice fresh flowers on her grave, and everybody said some words , in judgment of them all, they were all upset and they all prayed and cried.
Her brother had a club at school for her, the “Suicidal Killer” It sounded bad, but helped alot of kids, and teens.
Suicidal actions leaded to way more hurt, and hurt more than just that person.
Your beautiful, not perfect but beautiful and you know it.
dont let others get you down<3
Have you ever loved someone so much, you’d give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they’re your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm ‘her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
“Daddy look what I made”, Dad’s gotta go catch a plane
“Daddy where’s Mommy? I can’t find Mommy where is she?”
I don’t know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy’s busy
Daddy’s writing a song, this song ain’t gonna write itself
I’ll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who’s a spitting image of her
That’s Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady’s crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady’s rocka-by-baby..
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back…
I keep having this dream, I’m pushin’ Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don’t want me to sing
“You’re making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?”
Baby, Daddy ain’t leaving no more, “Daddy you’re lying
“You always say that, you always say this is the last time
“But you ain’t leaving no more, Daddy you’re mine”
She’s piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
“Daddy please, Daddy don’t leave, Daddy - no stop it!”
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It’s got a picture, “this’ll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha’”
I look up, it’s just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin’ walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear ‘em
They’re saying “You’ve got one more chance to do right” - and it’s tonight
Now go out there and show that you love ‘em before it’s too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It’s turns to a stage, they’re gone, and this spotlight is on
And I’m singing…
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They’re screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seeing
“Daddy it’s me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,”
But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
“I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren’t leavin’
“You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
“And I bought you this coin, it says ‘Number One Dad’
“That’s all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
“I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going”
But baby wait, “it’s too late Dad, you made the choice
“Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em more than us”
That’s what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin’ your name
It’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream “die Shady” and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That’s when I wake up, alarm clock’s ringin’, there’s birds singin’
It’s Spring and Hailie’s outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel my pain
Just smile back
And when I’m gone, just carry on, don’t mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I’m looking down on you smiling
And I didn’t feel a thing, So baby don’t feel no pain
Just smile back…
(Source: jessikawhoever)
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